Your post is very helpful. I had those crisis every time I go back home and I always feel so terrible unfortunately I can’t purge myself so my weight is always fluctuating that’s what’s driving me crazy. I tried everything but everyone on an emotional state and food is around I just eat and binge for hours until my stomach hurts. Especially because I’m a vegetarian and sometimes I binge on dairy and meat which I’m intolerant to. It’s so hard I feel so disgusting I just had another crisis but at the same time there’s nothing I can do . I hope I can find a way to overcome this and be me again

It’s so hard when you set up principles then break them. It’s like when you’re an alcoholic . I had this lat month two major crisis which were so bad and had something to do wih my weight gain. It’s horrible because I used to be skinny now I’m not I wish I wasn’t home the whole time. I only get these crisis when I get back home probably the level of energy is too low and negative . I really want to beat that up and be myself again. Probably be back in my independent life will help .
Amen.

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